We girls are told to stay quiet always, even if things go wrong. Many times they make a secret confession to let go of the guilt. A similar incident has happened in my life, and I’m too scared to revolt, too terrified even to reveal it to my family. I know fighting for my dignity should be the most important thing for me, but I don’t have enough courage to do it. So I’m making this secret confession to reduce this overpowering guilt and burden from my heart. 

My Secret Confession

A few days ago, my cousin visited us late at night. I was in my room, so he made some excuse to meet me and knocked at my door. When I unlocked the door to let him in, he checked me out from head to toe. I felt uncomfortable with his gaze as I could see lust shining in him. I was wearing a decent night suit, but he looked at me as if I was wearing something short or revealing. 

Before I could say something, he grabbed my waist, held me in his arms tightly, and kissed my lips. I was too shocked to react. For a few seconds, my mind completely went blank. Then I gathered my conscious state and pushed him as far as I could. His grip was tight on me, so it didn’t separate us. I wanted to shout, but no sound came out of my throat. It was fearful, terrifying. I’m 25 years old, but I have never been molested before, so I didn’t know how to get out of it. 

My mother yelled his name from downstairs, so he left me after hearing her call. I locked my door the moment he stepped out. I cried so hard after realizing what had happened a few moments ago. The worst thing was I couldn’t do anything to protect myself. I just let him get away with it. 

It’s been a week, and this incident has taken place. My cousin never contacted me again, but I wanted to hurt him and punish him for what he did to me. I’m afraid of breaking it to anyone. What if they blame me? So, I mustered the courage to make a secret confession. I’ve no idea how to deal with this situation. I would love to get suggestions from you all.

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